I love the birds that visit especially my beloved Waldorf (the first bird that started this back in may and he's still not home ) and I enjoy feeding them and looking after them (cleaning up after them etc) I even play bird music and they enjoy listening to it. But i live in an apartment and I don't want to get in trouble so i removed the food and newspaper (except from my chairs to keep them safe for the winter) and boxes and i only left a container of water and a towel under my gardening shelf. This is breaking my heart I love them and I love interacting with them. During coVid they have given me peace and entertainment (especially waldorf's antics when he first started coming around) and enjoyment and healing (we lost my brother to suicide in August) they've given me something to look forward to to come home to. But other people don't share the same love as we do for nature. I don't want the birds to hate me thinking that I'm the big mean lady who stopped feeding them. What do you guys think?